IM LIVING A HALF LIE
BUT YOU ARE MY WHOLE LIFE
I SUPPOSE I DO FEAR CHRIST
BUT THIS JUST SEEMS SO RIGHT
THAT I CANT HELP HOW I FEEL INSIDE
THEY ALL THINK IM CRAZY
NOW SOCIETY HATES ME
ID SACRIFICE SANITY JUST SO YOUD STAY WITH ME
WERE TIMELESS IN WANTING
AND HOPELESS IN LONGING
A LOST CAUSE IN MOURING
AND YET THEY STILL SCOURN ME
BUT I DONT GIVE THE HATE BACK
THEY DONT UNDERSTAND US...
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
half lie
Posted by shondagurl at 2:43 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
FOUND YOU
AS MOST KNOW IM MISSING SOMTHING
IVE ALWAYS FELT I LACK
BUT WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I GET ALL THAT I LACK BACK
WITHIN MY SOUL THERES PEACE
AND I FEEL ALL THOSE MANY EMPTY PLACES INSIDE ME FILL
AND ITS ALL BECAUSE I HAVE YOU
Posted by shondagurl at 2:48 PM 0 comments
Monday, February 18, 2008
GOD GRANT ME BALANCE
BALANCE (N) ANY CONDITION OF EQUILIBRIUM; A SENSE OF PROPORTION AND DISCRETION
I AM FOREVER TIPPING THIS WAY AND THAT CONFUSION SEEMS TO ME A CLOSE COMPANION I FEEL PULLED THIS WAY AND THAT WITH REALLY NO COMPLETE SENSE OF DESTINATION OR DIRECTION IN SIGHT MY THOUGHTS RUN A MILLION MILES MINUTE SO I ASK NOW FOR BALANCE
Posted by shondagurl at 2:39 AM 0 comments
GOD GRANT ME SERENITY
SERENITY(N) CONDITION OR QUALITY OF BEING SERENE
SERENE (A) CLEAR AND CALM; UNCLOUDED; FAIR; UNRUFFLED; QUIET; PLACID; COMPOSED;
I HAVE A WANT FOR PERFECT PEACE YET I KNOW PERFECT PEACE CANNOT BE ACHIEVED FOR I LIVE IN A WORLD VOID OF PERFECTION I LACK HAPPINESS FOR INSIDE ME IS THIS SEEMING UN-FILLABLE VOID DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL ALL I SEEM TO KNOW IS A TORRENT OF TURMOIL THAT I FEEL EVERLASTING SO I PRAY NOW FOR SERENITY
Posted by shondagurl at 2:17 AM 0 comments
Thursday, February 14, 2008
i cry for the pain of losing you is to great to bear
and though the years have come and gone
the intensity of my pain is still there
my heart and soul crys out for you
with desperation and dispair
Posted by shondagurl at 2:57 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
in the wind
THE WIND SPEAKS TO ME
AS IT BLOWS THE LEAVES FROM TREES
IT TELLS ME STORIES
AS IT RUSHES THROUGH MY HAIR
IT TELLS OF THINGS FROM FAR AWAY
TELLIN ME THE THINGS ITS SEEN THAT DAY
I HEAR IT ALL FOR IT IS IN THE WIND
THE WIND BRINGS NEWS FROM DISTANT SEAS
I FEEL THE STORIES IN THE BREEZE
I WONDER WHO THE WIND HAS TOUCHED
I WONDER WHO LISTENS TO THE WIND
LIKE I DO
Posted by shondagurl at 2:38 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
JUMP
IS WHAT YOU SAID
ILL CATCH YOU
IS WHAT YOU ADDED
JUMP
IS WHAT I DID
FALL
THATS HOW I LANDED
HAHAHAHAH I LIKE THAT I JUSS THOUGHT OF THAT I KNOW ITS STUPID BUT YOU GATTA ADMIT CATCHY
Posted by shondagurl at 3:29 PM 0 comments
