GOD GRANT ME BALANCE

BALANCE (N) ANY CONDITION OF EQUILIBRIUM; A SENSE OF PROPORTION AND DISCRETION

I AM FOREVER TIPPING THIS WAY AND THAT CONFUSION SEEMS TO ME A CLOSE COMPANION I FEEL PULLED THIS WAY AND THAT WITH REALLY NO COMPLETE SENSE OF DESTINATION OR DIRECTION IN SIGHT MY THOUGHTS RUN A MILLION MILES MINUTE SO I ASK NOW FOR BALANCE

GOD GRANT ME SERENITY

SERENITY(N) CONDITION OR QUALITY OF BEING SERENE
SERENE (A) CLEAR AND CALM; UNCLOUDED; FAIR; UNRUFFLED; QUIET; PLACID; COMPOSED;

I HAVE A WANT FOR PERFECT PEACE YET I KNOW PERFECT PEACE CANNOT BE ACHIEVED FOR I LIVE IN A WORLD VOID OF PERFECTION I LACK HAPPINESS FOR INSIDE ME IS THIS SEEMING UN-FILLABLE VOID DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL ALL I SEEM TO KNOW IS A TORRENT OF TURMOIL THAT I FEEL EVERLASTING SO I PRAY NOW FOR SERENITY

i cry for the pain of losing you is to great to bear
and though the years have come and gone
the intensity of my pain is still there
my heart and soul crys out for you
with desperation and dispair

in the wind

THE WIND SPEAKS TO ME
AS IT BLOWS THE LEAVES FROM TREES
IT TELLS ME STORIES
AS IT RUSHES THROUGH MY HAIR
IT TELLS OF THINGS FROM FAR AWAY
TELLIN ME THE THINGS ITS SEEN THAT DAY
I HEAR IT ALL FOR IT IS IN THE WIND
THE WIND BRINGS NEWS FROM DISTANT SEAS
I FEEL THE STORIES IN THE BREEZE
I WONDER WHO THE WIND HAS TOUCHED
I WONDER WHO LISTENS TO THE WIND
LIKE I DO

JUMP

IS WHAT YOU SAID

ILL CATCH YOU

IS WHAT YOU ADDED

JUMP

IS WHAT I DID

FALL

THATS HOW I LANDED



HAHAHAHAH I LIKE THAT I JUSS THOUGHT OF THAT I KNOW ITS STUPID BUT YOU GATTA ADMIT CATCHY

MY QUOTE FOR THE DAY

"TRYING TO FIND HAPPINESS IS LIKE TRYING TO CHASE THE WIND YOU AINT GONE CATCH IT SO WHY BOTHER LETTING YOUR KNEES BEND"
- Z-RO THE CROOKED

STEADY BEATING

I USED TO LAY MY HEAD ON YOU CHEST.
THE STEADY BEATING OF YOUR HEART
WOULD PUT MY SOUL TO REST
I WOULD SAY TO YOU I HEAR YOUR HEART
AND YOU WOULD SMILE AT ME
THE STEADY BEATING OF YOUR HEART
WOULD PUT MY MIND AT EASE
THE STEADY BEATING OF YOUR HEART
IT WHISPERED TO MY SOUL
ALL THE THINGS YOU COULDNT SAY
THE THINGS THAT TOOK MY VERY BREATH AWAY
THE STEADY BEATING OF YOUR HEART
AS I FELT IT WITH MY HAND
NO MATTER WHAT THE PEOPLE SAY
TO ME THAT WAS AND WILL REMAIN
THE HEART BEAT OF A MAN

LISTEN OUT

IM LISTENING BUT I HEAR NOTHING FOR TODAY I HAVE NOTHING MUCH TO SAY THE PAIN IN MY HEART UNBEARABLE TO THE POINT I FEEL AS IF IT WILL BREAK BUT ON IT BEATS STEADY AND SLOW LIKE A BEAUTIFUL SYMPHONY OR THINGS OF OLD I LISTEN OUT INTO THE NIGHT OF STILL SOUNDS FOR SOMTHING TO SPARK A FIRE IN MY SOUL TO BREAK THE SEEMING DARKNESS THAT HAS TAKEN HOLD I LISTEN INTENTLY FOR SOMETHING NEW SOMTHING THAT HAS EVERYTHING IN IT THAT I NEED I LISTEN OUT YET I HAVE NO PLAN OR A THOUGHT OF WHAT I NEED YET STILL I LISTEN.....

ACTIONS OF YOU SOUL

"TRUTH LIES NOT WITHIN THE WORDS OF YOUR MOUTH BUT WITHIN THE ACTIONS OF YOUR SOUL"
-LASHAWDA REBECCA



I WAS GOING TO WRITE SOMETHING TO GO ALONG WITH THIS BUT I FEEL THAT THAT SENTENCE RIGHT THERE JUST ABOUT SUMS UP ANYTHING THAT I COULD EVER HAVE TO SAY ON THE MATTER